Last night, Demi Lovato opened about her problems on a raw MTV special, and she admits rehab did not cure her problems. Demi Lovato underwent treatment in October of 2010 for eating disorders and self- cutting, But during her TV special, she says: "I cannot tell you that I have not thrown up since treatment. I cannot tell you that I have not cut myself since treatment. I'm not perfect." Demi even shared that she had to constantly be on the phone with her sponsor during Thanksgiving so that she wouldn't throw up her meal. In treatment, Demi was also diagnosed with bipolar disorder and admits that it’s an ongoing battle that she will have to work on every single day, She says the negativity she saw within herself started when she was just 7. Demi reveals she finds solace in her music and her fans, saying quote: “If you took away music, I wouldn't have a reason to live."