Nicole Kidman Can't Get A Break!

Nicole Kidman just can’t seem to get a break lately. After months of being married her husband Keith Urban entered rehab for alcohol dependency and now that he is out there are allegations of infidelity.

Amanda Wyatt, a 23-year-old part-time model has revealed that Urban was unfaithful to Nicole Kidman throughout their engagement.

She says: "I feel sorry for Nicole. Keith cheated on her repeatedly with me, right up to just before they got married. He's done it once and he will probably do it again. I know him as well as anyone and while he can be charming and loving, he is also someone who is constantly fighting his demons. I hope their marriage works - but leopards don't change their spots. Keith is a guy who has everything, but he is never truly happy."

The funny thing is this girl admits that she didn’t want anything but a one-night stand.

She says: "I was a fan of Keith's and longed to meet him. I was born and raised in Nashville and he was a star here long before the rest of the world heard about him through Nicole. I went to a bar called the Tin Roof one night and he was there. I was with a group of girlfriends and after a couple of drinks, on a dare, I went right up to him and said: 'Hi Keith, I'm Amanda and I'm a big fan.' He just grinned. A couple of hours later I was so flattered when he came up and said: 'You're Amanda, right?' The next thing he said was: 'Do you party?' I knew what that meant. I enjoy drinking and I've dabbled in drugs, though nothing heavy."

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But Amanda insists: "Nashville is a small town. "Everyone in every bar knew he was still drinking and partying. That night we ended up back at his place. He told me he was lonely and acted like a guy who wanted to be loved. He was constantly telling me how beautiful I was. We made love and he was anxious to please me. I woke up next morning to find him stroking my leg. He was so warm and tender. I was totally surprised. I would have been happy to have had just one night with him but it quickly became much more. He had this big, beige-coloured hot tub and he lit scented candles and we'd take big bubble baths together. It was so romantic. The music would be playing low in the background and he loved to wash me, rub my feet and wash my hair. He told me he loved me. He was always telling me how I made him feel young, how I was sexy and beautiful. It was a real turn-on."

She added: "As I got to know him, it was clear he was a deeply troubled man. He drank constantly; his favourite was Crown Royal Reserve whisky. And he did drugs: Ecstasy, cocaine, pot - you name it... I took Ecstasy with him. His drug use was no secret. He told me he'd been in rehab for cocaine and when his mother was there from Australia, she was very protective of him. She kept telling me it was OK for him to drink but begged me not to let him do cocaine again. I didn't dare tell her the truth - that he was still doing it. Keith told me: 'Everyone thinks I have everything, but I can't be happy. 'I am just not happy. I have this huge gaping hole inside of me I just can't fill.' I felt sorry for him, but I think he filled that hole with drugs. Looking back, I rarely saw him sober. He'd work during the day but the bourbon would be flowing and at night he'd take Ecstasy and coke. We partied constantly. He'd wake up in the morning and would still be high. There was a place in downtown Nashville where he'd get his drugs. I also knew a guy who supplied him. Keith was always high on something. I knew what he was doing but he was never nasty to me. He was quite discreet with his drugs. He'd do them at home. If we were in a strange place, he would go into the bathroom."

Amanda said: "Keith is on the road a lot but he would call and text me constantly. Sometimes his texts were sexual but a lot of the time he was just lonely. He used to call me and tell me how much he missed me making him laugh. Whenever he came home to Nashville, we'd get together. I never pressured him to commit. I really liked him. I loved him, but I also know how easy it is for musicians to get girls. Once, when we were in a bar, I went to the ladies' room and a girlfriend of mine started stroking his leg under the table. I was mad but I also understood this was a man who needed to be given his freedom. He told me he liked that I didn't pressurise him to get married or have babies. He told me he 'longed for a child'. When we made love, he never used protection. I sometimes wonder if he said the same thing to Nicole. I never wanted to trap him. I could have done, but I didn't."

"You have to understand Keith was a star and I was a nobody. But even by his standards, Nicole was a real superstar. His dad had a saying: 'Never marry for money, but don't not marry in