She sat down with ABC Nightline and told them about her healing process, saying that she’s “sad” it’s becoming more and more of a distant memory. "I've found meanings around the circumstance, but the actual event itself still doesn't ... " she said.
"I can't find a meaning for it. I can find meanings in things and people and relationships that have sprung up and friendships that have strengthened. I can find a lot of meaning in that, but not in why."
Apparently after Heath’s death, her whole world kind of stopped, and Michelle says it was different than any of the years in her lifetime. . "In a strange way, I miss that year, because all those possibilities that existed then are gone," she admitted.
"It didn't seem unlikely to me that he could walk through a door or could appear behind a bush," Williams said. "It was a year of very magical thinking, and in some ways I'm sad to be moving further and further away from it. ... I know I got kind of obsessed with that for a while, the before and after. A lot of things died. ... There's a line from a book that gave me so much comfort and it said, 'When you've truly lost everything, then at least you can become rich in loss.' "
Watch the emotional video below…After seeing this, I get why she hasn’t really talked about Heath….it brings back all those memories…so sad.