Michelle Williams: I Can't Hold on to Anything

January 5, 2011 By:
Michelle Williams: I Can't Hold on to Anything

It's been three years since Heath Ledger's sudden death and his ex fiancé Michelle Williams admits she's still struggling to cope with the loss.

In an interview with The Daily Beast, Michelle admits she refuses to move out of the house they once shared and she's found it extremely difficult to hold on to anything anymore.

She said: “This is a lived-in house. There are seven people living here at the moment. I couldn’t live here alone. You could live here if you want. We have a very open-door policy.”

She also admitted that his sudden passing triggered a series of unexpected losses in different areas of her life.

She explained: “I experienced a lot of loss after his death. I lost my city because of all the paparazzi descending upon us. I actually lost my journal during that time, oddly enough. I literally couldn’t hold on to anything. It felt as if things were literally slipping through my fingers. Things were just streaming away from me. I lost my sense of humor. I’m still sort of looking for that.”

It's so sad that the world lost Heath so soon, and that their daughter Matilda has to grow up without a father. You can tell in her interviews that Michelle is still so hurt by the loss, there was a lot of love there. It's just so tragic.