Lily Allen has come forward with some very private details about her life last year. She recently admitted to checking into a pscyh ward after suffering a miscarriage.
In an interview with the Daily Telegraph’s magazine, Lily said she checked into a “nuthouse.” She said, "I stayed there for three weeks. I was really depressed because of the miscarriage and I’d kind of lost the plot a bit. It was quite a nasty time. Actually, it was quite nice being in there. No one could get to me; no one knew I was there."
Lily also talked about what she felt like when she found out about the baby. She recalled, "It's pretty hard to talk about it, but that Christmas I was at home with my family and Ed, and I wasn't drinking, and I just sat there knowing I was having a baby and I was in absolute bliss. Sitting round eating turkey, playing games, watching everybody getting drunk, and being really excited knowing this time next year I was going to have a baby...And I haven't."
That prompted the reporter to ask Lily how she thinks things would have turned out if she had had the baby. Lily told them, "I guess… it wasn't to be. That’s all I can say. I mean, you can kind of say, "What if?"Maybe if I’d stayed pregnant and had the baby then things would have worked out between me and Ed. I don't know. You could drive yourself insane thinking about it."
This is definitely a more grown-up side of Lily in this interview. She’s usually off running her mouth. But it seems like she has the ability to act like an adult. The whole miscarriage ordeal must have put her over the edge. Hopefully that crazy stage is over!