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"When I was doing it, you know, one, I knew it was horrible, it made me feel horrible," James says. "And two, I knew I would get caught eventually, and I think I wanted to get caught. ... It was me trying to self-sabotage my life."
Despite hurting Sandra in the worst way possible, Jesse says she’s still the most important person in his life. He says, "It's hard for me to talk about, a little bit, because I still really love her and care about her.”
"I've spent my whole life with the kids and with her trying to ... protect her from everything, but the most hurt she's ever been caused is by the person that wanted to protect her," he adds.
Wow, Jesse is one troubled man! It seems he knew full well the damage he was doing but continued to cheat on his wife as if it was a game. Unfortunately for him, he not only has to live with his decisions, but will have to spend years trying to explain it to his children who have come to love Sandra like a mother.
Tune in Tuesday night to ABC for the full interview.