Colin Farrell is coming clean about his past with alcohol abuse, and admits he would have died if he did not quit drinking.
"I'd been drinking since I was 14," said Colin. "I was pretty sick. At the beginning of recovery I found it really hard.
"For me there was no choice. It was tough but I was dying. I was struggling not to have a complete meltdown. I was just gone. I'm glad I'm out of that cycle, I'm very lucky," he said.
Wow that's pretty intense stuff, we're glad he made it through recovery and is enjoying life substance free now.