Will Anna Nicole Smith ever rest in peace? The skeletons are coming out of this blonde beauties closet--in the form of her personal diary. The journals were made available to the Associated Press and its very juicy.
The diary titled, "This diary belongs to Vickie Smith. Do Not Read!" (Believe it or not Smith's birth name was Vickie Lynn Hogan.) Anna describes how she was in love with her dinosaur husband J. Howard Marshall II and how she was afraid to touch him cause he might break. "He’s so very weak and fragile when I touch him I’m afraid he might break." Anna also revealed, "If Jesus decides to take him I don’t no what I'll do. I love him so much it hurts me to site and watch him when he’s hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care."
Anna's depression and weight issues are also present in the diary to which she reveals, "I've been really stressed out lately and depressed and I can't quit eating. I feel like a pig."
Besides depression Anna touches on the subject of being a sex object and her relationship with Paul Marciano, CEO of Guess Inc. "O my Gosh!! Paul Marsiano called today to see if I got his books also I'm gonna go to San Antonio to do photo shoot," no wonder she was a Guess spokes model!
Anna also revealed that she hated how men used her for sex by saying, "I don't no what to do about Paul he's strange guy. I hate for men to want sex all the time."