Ever since Amanda Bynes left rehab and triumphantly walked her dogs and waved to the paparazzi with seemingly high spirits, everyone breathed a sigh of relief for her sanity.
But underneath the supposedly rehabbed exterior, Amanda is “embarrassed” and afraid she’ll never live down her behavior from earlier this year.
“She is really embarrassed. She knows that everyone thinks she’s a freak now and it really bothers her. Her parents won’t let her use the Internet,” a source close to the Bynes family told Hollyscoop.
“Amanda is very vulnerable right now and does not recall much of what she did. She has been going to therapy five days a week and staying at home and around family most of the time.”
Also, Amanda isn’t going to fashion school as was previously reported.
“She has been advised by her family that this is not a good idea and that she should wait, so she is,” added the source.
There’s also been some talk about who Amanda will give her first interview to, but you can keep holding your breath, Amanda’s family is slowly trying to phase her out of the media and Hollywood all together.
“She has been approached by countless offers to do interviews, some offering her and her family a lot of money, but they are no longer involving themselves with the media anymore as it was what triggered her psychosis to begin with,” said the source.